To be honest, I have never feel this kind of heart beat. This is my first time, my first exam paper that I feel that I cannot score even tough I had studied for the past 3 days. Shockingly, I cried two days in a row while studied this subject. I cried a lot :'(
I am too afraid of failure and that is why I am crying like a baby. Even baby did not cry like I did. :'(
I am not blaming the subject as it is quite tough for me, but I blame myself for the less effort that I had showed towards this subject. It is my fault that I did not properly learn it from earlier. I am so sorry Dr. Ayu :'(
May Allah s.w.t. ease our journey tomorrow.
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